I cried: "Wolf"

Do you remember the child who cried wolf? there was a child who always deceive everyone in their village by shouting "Wolf" Whenever he cried "Wolf", the people of the village always arrive for help but when they are already there the child would start laughing. Until one day a real Wolf came and he cried "Wolf" but the people became so abrupt and the child cried "Wolf" till he died.

I pretended and deceived people who are believing in me. I cheated not just once, not trice but more than the hairs of my head. I cry for Help when not needed and rejected help when i need it. I laugh when i'm happy and smile when i'm lonely. I know crying "Wolf" would make a difference even if i do not even really need any help.

I know crying "Wolf" will hurt other peoples feelings and destroy some life who had risk a lot just to answer the cry. But they found nothing and thought they are cheated again but the real thing is the child who cried "Wolf" learned his faults and try to hide the wolf from his shadow and suddenly when everyone is already going away the child gladly accept his punishment and was beaten by the Wolf in front of the people and cried "Wolf". He died believing he does not really meant to hurt anyone he just want to have fun and to show his respect and his sincerest apology he accept his crucial death believing he did not really cheated anyone, at least before he died he bacame true to his self by crying "Wolf".